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Helena Goh
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20 October 1992
Republic Polytechnic, Biotechnology

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Sunday, September 12, 2010
life sucks
8:16 AM
Who's the one who determined that all 18/21-year-olds are mature and do not need parental consent? I don't understand why I need to get parental consent when it affects ME only. Like, okay, so what if they know or not? It's not like anything will change for them.
I hate it, because my parents are like wait until you're 21/wait until you have your own house/wait until etc etc.
You know what's the reason for waiting until I'm 21? SO THEY WON'T BE RESPONSIBLE. Wtf -__- It's not like I'll blame them if anything goes wrong; I'm not unreasonable like that. It's my decision, I'll take the responsibility for it.
I hate it when my parents still treat me like a child. Just the other day, dad told me to eat and I was like, okay but I wanted to wait until I'd showered before eating but I got distracted by my phone (and also, the heater takes a while to heat up the water) and GUESS WHAT, MY DAD CAME IN THE ROOM WITH THE FOOD AND WENT 'TSK, GIRL AH, SO OLD ALREADY STILL CANNOT TAKE YOUR FOOD YOURSELF.' WHAT ON EARTH???????????????? HELLO? WHAT JUST HAPPENED? DID THE FAIRY GODMOTHER DIE AND MAKE YOU HER SUCCESSOR TO PREVENT ME FROM STARVING? LOOK DAD, I. CAN. TAKE. MY. FOOD. MYSELF.

MY. GOD. WHAT IS THIS?

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010
worst fucking day ever
3:19 AM
Like really. Life sucks. Let me summarize what happened today.


Woke up early.
Missed bus.
Wasted 20 minutes waiting.
Got caught in jam.
Late for school.
Ended up waking early for nothing.
Rest of school time went fine, except firefox fucked up on me early in the morning.
Rushed to bus stop and ended up waiting for 20 minutes for 169.
Reached bus interchange and 961 came a little late.
Retarded bus driver drove so slowly that he missed every single green light.
Driver also turned into bus stop when no one wanted to alight/board.
Reached home 12 minutes late.
Watched SGB for barely 10 minutes and dad suddenly announces we are eating outside.
Fetched mum at NP, asked me where I wanted to eat and I said not at NP because I'm wearing an RP shirt.
Parents ended up saying let's eat at NP. (SO WHY ASK ME?)
Ate a few mouthfuls of chicken rice and got really full. (I wasn't hungry in the first place)
Parents thought about going to Sheng Siong.
Ended up not going, which means I missed SGB for a few mouthfuls of chicken rice.

Fucking terrible, and just the thought of Chemistry II tmr and the biased facilitator just pisses me off more.

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Sunday, May 16, 2010
just...
5:12 AM
have a little more tact, will you.

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
i want to
10:29 PM
tell you that it's not the first time it has happened. I've always knew you were the kind that will not wait for others if time is running out, but I never knew it was to this extent. And it's not trival; unless you tell me your attitude is.

The fucken queue wasn't even that long.

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Sunday, September 27, 2009
it's been such a
10:19 AM
bad day. Seems like the 27th just isn't my day. Got really disappointed when my mum insisted on not getting a SLR for me, not even the body alone. Woke up in a horrible mood after 13 hours of sleep, and lost a little of my temper. Looked at my phone and saw 3 messages. One telling me that my friend wrote my address on the envelop wrongly, one telling me that my sister will only come home on Monday, and one other one. Then went online only to have Samuel tell me that he can't make it to Sentosa tomorrow (I was so looking forward to going). I couldn't even bathe in peace because the stupid showerhead kept falling off its thinger. Had a okay dinner with parents, then went back home to watch the GP. Things picked up after that and watched a drama with my mum. Oh well. Oh yeah, my mum told my dad that I drove his car after my sister told me not to tell my dad. Oh maaaan.

Oh yeah, I randomly dreamed of a pair of pretty handsome twins. XD and I remember seeing an LV backpack and a Mac.

Anyhoo, Likes&Dislikes for this week.
I like to be with my friends.
I dislike when my friends are all asswipey. >:

Here's a fabbity fab MV for you gaiz because it's really awesome and has a good story.

Big Bang - Lies

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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Sorry but...
8:37 AM
I happen to think that going to church doesn't change a person immediately. It's not like YOU changed, really.

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Saturday, August 22, 2009
Life is rather boring right now.
10:41 PM
Like really. It's absolutely boring. Woke up in the morning only to see the whole family + Ben (sister's boyfriend) watching TV and like woah, Ben got some breakfast while I laid on the sofa and starved. And I'm still starving 2 hours later.
But that wasn't the worst. I reminded my mum to remind my dad to open his mail so I could get my iPhone but he said he'll open tonight. I threw a tiny fit and my mum opened the mail to order one. AND THE FUCK, THE WHITE 16GB WAS OUT. OF. FUCKING. STOCK. OUT OF STOCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I started to throw a fit (yes, like, spoilt brat much. I don't deny.) and demanded for a 32GB one. Mum said to ask dad when he wakes up because it's $160 more.
I TOLD THEM TO OPEN IT SINCE TWEDNESDAY/THURDAY AND OH NO, THEY HAVE TO DELAY. THE STUPID WHITE ONE WAS IN STOCK THEN. AND I DON'T WANT TO WAIT ANY LONGER BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR A MONTH (and possibly 3 years). If you think, OMG THIS GIRL IS SUCH A WHINY BITCH, then I'll have to give you an example. Pretend you haven't eaten for 3 days and someone presents you with some absolutely yummy Xiao Long Baos. But like woah! Your beggar friends come along and ate them all up in one mouthful. THEN YOU'LL GET ALL PISSY AND GO, OH HAY, I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS BUT YOU GUYS COME AND EAT THEM ALL UPPPP and very possibly stab them in the eyes with your fingers.

Anyhoo, I promised to do the Likes&Dislikes thingum, so here it is.
I like to watch people.
I hate waiting for ANYTHING.

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Wednesday, August 05, 2009
is not pleased.
11:09 PM
Thanks team (except one of you). I'm guaranteed a C or lower.
Please don't fucking solo and not do the worksheet/discuss with team.
Member 1: Hey, why the fuck are you so fed-up when no one even offended you? It's really troublesome & it immediately creates conflict. Also, thanks for leaving early.
Member 2: Thanks for not doing anything except the benefits. And for leaving early.
Member 3: Stop saying you're fucking tired. We're all tired here. It doesn't help when you took the easiest point to do.

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
is not pleased. yet again.
10:26 PM
I just have a few lines to say.
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I hate stubbornness, I hate it when people don't bother to think before they say something, I hate it when people are not willing to change, I hate it when people get all defensive when I'm just trying to correct their repeated mistakes because I don't understand what they are talking about.

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Monday, July 06, 2009
What the...
4:40 AM
hell is this? What is wrong with you? The stupid lamp is retardedly dim as compared to the light that came installed in the ceiling AND YOU SAID IT IS DARKER THAN THE IKEA ONE. ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND? ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME BLIND AS WELL? Dude, I need the brighter light to do my work and not the retarded dim one.
And you said I don't want to go play badminton with you and you got all pissy. I NEED TO DO MY FUCKING E-LEARNING OKAY. I'M NOT FUCKING FREE LIKE YOU. AND IDIOT, YOU NEED TO BOOK THE COURT. I DON'T WANT TO BE EMBARRASSED WHEN THE PEOPLE WHO BOOKED IT COME IN AND GO .___.
I hate your attitude and the fact that you always think that you're right and don't listen to what other people say.
Mum: I have to do my homework and the housework, and by the time I come back from work it's already 7plus. I have no time to swim with you everyday.
Dad: So you don't want to swim with me la.
Me (thinking): DUDE DON'T YOU FUCKING LISTEN? WHY DON'T YOU DO THE HOUSEWORK INSTEAD OF SITTING AROUND/GOING OUT FOR IDK WHAT/ USING THE COMP IF YOU WANT MUM TO SWIM WITH YOU? HOW STUPID CAN YOU GET, REALLY.
As for your attitude;
Dad: Come and eat.
Me: Okay.
2 minutes later..
Dad: AIYA WHY YOU DON'T WANT TO COME AND EAT?
Me: OKAY LA. -walks to kitchen and looks for plate-
Dad: NAH. -hands over rudely wtf-
Me: ... -goes off to take fork and spoon-
Dad: -glares-

Seriously, what is wrong with you?

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Thursday, July 02, 2009
look
11:11 PM
Sorry if I signed out suddenly, but I need to cool down before I go on an outbirk. Today is just not my day.

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Helena is
7:15 PM
NOT PLEASED. AT ALL. Like hello? If you owe me money, then please return me. Despite my constant reminders and your broken promises, I still waited.
For God's sake, man, just return that damn amount. I've lost someone's trust because I didn't have any money to refund her, and you guys are not even replying my messages at all. If you have no money, then just tell me. We can arrange something out.
Please stop promising me that you will return it when you know you won't.
To person A: It's just fucking $24. Can you fucking return it to me? It's been fucking going on for 1 year plus.
To person B: How many times are you going to forget to bring the money/didn't know I was going to be there? It's just $27. If you have money to buy eyeliners and mascaras, I don't see why you can't return my money.
To person C: Look, we can work out a layaway. I know $500 isn't a small amount, but there hasn't been any progress so far. And if you'd changed your number, please to be telling me.
To person D: I hope you remember my $74. It's been pretty darn long and I'd just reminded you.

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Sunday, May 24, 2009
i really really
9:28 PM
hate Maths. The Maths genius in my team isn't helping, either. First he wants intervals of 10 seconds, then 5 seconds, then 1 second, and now he wants 10 seconds. HELLO, HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THE WORK I'D PUT IN BEFORE GIVING ME THAT FACE LIKE I'M AN IDIOT/I HAVEN'T BEEN LISTENING. YOU WERE THE ONE WHO HUNG AROUND THE REST TRYING TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM AND DIDN'T TELL ME YOU WANTED 10 SECONDS UNTIL I HAPPENED TO OVERHEAR YOUR CONVERSATION AND ASKED YOU. GOOD JOB, MAN. >:
FUCKKKKKKKKK YOU LIKE FUCKINGHAM PALACE IS CRAWLING WITH VERMIN. _|_

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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Sorry but...
8:31 AM
Sorry if I'd just MIA-ed from MSN, but I fear that I might just have an outbirk after talking to annoying people.

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Wednesday, May 06, 2009
PISSED. ONCE AGAIN.
1:05 AM
I AM SO FUCKING BATSHIT PISSED. LIKE HELLO? YOU ASKED IF I WANTED TO DO RJ WITH YOU IN THE LIBRARY OR NOT AND NOW YOU SAY YOU WANNA STAY IN CLASS COS OF GOSSIP? WHAT ARE YOU, A FUCKING HOUSEWIFE? DO YOU KNOW I WAITED FOR YOU FOR LIKE, ALMOST AN HOUR. YOU BATSHIT. _|_
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SAID THAT *BEEPBEEP* WAS DOING STUFF LIKE THAT AND AFFECTED YOUR TRIP AND NOW YOU COME AND DO THIS.

YOU ARE SO FUCKING SELFISH. AND NOW YOU ASK ME TO GO TO YOUR CLASS EVEN THOUGH I SAID MULTIPLE TIMES I FEEL PAISEH.

_|_

AND HEY YOU FUCKING BITCH. I DON'T APPRECIATE YOUR RUDENESS. WE'VE BEEN BEST FRIENDS FOR SO LONG AND YOU STILL TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. SERIOUS. DO YOU KNOW EVERYONE ASKS ME WHY ON EARTH DO I STILL STICK WITH YOU? MY REPLY IS. I AM MOTHERFUCKING PATIENT OKAY. FUCK YOUUUUUUUUUU LIEK FUCKINGHAM PALACE IS INFESTED WITH RATS.

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Monday, May 04, 2009
Is not happy.
6:46 PM
Beware, rant ahead.

There's this person who's seriously irritating the shit out of me. And is, as usual, stupid enough not to check if the mass convo included our team. Why, thank you for reminding us that you're oh so tired because of DB training yesterday. Like hello? Don't you think that the rest of us or tired as well? Would you like to have fever for 3 days and not eat much? Fuck you. (Not that I'm willing to)

Also, your laughter and fake little accent annoys me. Why the fuck are you talking like a Malay when you're a fucking Chinese? Are you trying to gain the approval of the Malays in class? AND YOUR FUCKING LAUGHTER IS SO IRRITATING. LIKE, WHO THE FUCK LAUGHS LIKE A CUCKOO AND A HYENA MASHED TOGETHER?

On a side note, MY THROAT HURTS LIKE FUCKINGHAM PALACE ON FIRE.

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Sunday, April 26, 2009
monday blues
9:54 PM
At school now. It's really boring. :/

andandand I hate going to school in the morning. I GOT SQUISHED BY THE DOOR AND THEN PUSHED. -stabs door-

and my faci mistook me for a guy today. ;______;

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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
OH MY GOD. PART 3
9:57 PM
SERIOUSLY. OH. MY. FUCKING. GAWD.

SOMEBODY'S PUTTING UP HER SD17 WILLIAMS ON A FEELER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. NEED I MENTION HOW TOUGH IT IS TO GET A FREAKING WILLIAMS ON THE SECOND-HAND MARKET? A SD13 WILLIAMS WENT FOR 2000USD. AND NOW. WHAT THE HELL. A. FREAKING. SD17. WILLIAMS. OH MY GAWD. AND I'LL ONLY SEEN 2 HERE AND ONE MORE ON Y!J. WHEN WILL ANOTHER SD17 WILLIAMS POP OUT?! OH GOD. THIS IS A VERY BAD TIME. I'M ALREADY HAVING TROUBLE PAYING OFF ARISTIDE AND NOW HIS DAUGHTER AND LOVE INTEREST POPS OUT?! DEAR LORD.

I WISH THAT MY DAD WILL STRIKE TOTO OR SOME LOTTERY SHIT SO I CAN GET THEM AND JUST LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009
is pissed. D:<
8:40 PM
because THE STUPID RENOVATORS UPSTAIRS IS DRILLING AT WTF 10.30AM IN THE MORNING. LIKE HELLO? PEOPLE NEED THEIR SLEEP OKAY. WHO THE HELL WAKES UP BEFORE 10.30AM WHEN THEY FUCKING SLEPT AT 7.30AM?

THEY DRILL, THEY SMASH THINGS. I CAN FEEL THE VIBRATIONS ON THE FLOOR. THAT'S HOW BAD IT IS.

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Wednesday, February 11, 2009
D:
1:35 PM
To the bidder who keeps outbidding me on the aNtidote. wig:

THIS MEANS WAR.

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