I've forgotten how jealous I can get but today I got reminded of it. Decided to peek at his phone for a bit and when I saw her name again I just got so jealous it was crazy. I've never felt my heart clench so tight and I was trying so hard to keep a straight face during dinner. But who am I to be jealous? After all she was his girlfriend and longtime friend.
It doesn't help when I've been feeling that he's starting to get bored of me recently sigh. I want to whine and be unreasonable and illogical and demand my way but I have to be mature and handle things properly.... Which means keeping things to myself again. I can't keep harping on the same issue over and over again. I guess it's best I stay quiet sigh...........