Well I guess the reason why I couldn't move on is because you just never forget your first love. Lots of things have changed in the past year and I'm not sure if I am who I want to be anymore..
The me back then would have scoffed at the me now and judged her for doing what she's doing but then again pain can change people. Friends have been telling me that I've changed since that incident and new friends describe me as detached and cool. I'm not sure if I like the sound of that.