Saturday, April 28, 2012
After all this time..
I still feel like it's completely my fault. So many things I could have done, and so many things I shouldn't have done, and so many things I could have done better. If only I didn't have a tendency to screw everything up, I might have a shot at actually being happy.
I miss him so much.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
His first day of school today. I hope he has fun.
Wait, I shouldn't even give a rat's ass if it's his first day in school or his first day as a gigolo. Okay I say all these but I don't mind it.
Saturday, April 07, 2012
His parents.
I met his parents today. We had a little chat & his dad shook my hand. He then patted them & asked why it was so cold. It's a little thing but I miss his family too. Dyeing his mum's hair because he refuses to do it or helping her with her emails, I miss doing them all.
Jiji & me stopped talking. It was getting meaningless & obligatory.
The only person I can hold a convo with is him.