Faraway...I feel your beating heart
All Alone
beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space
What a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
(chorus)
What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for awhile?
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Larger than the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine
(chorus)
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe your love will catch like fire
As it burns through me
(3x)
(chorus) (2x)
Lalalala Love
My beautiful
Lalalala Love
My beautiful love
talked to my fren today.. he just broke up wif his stead so yea. he was pretty upset. i tried to comfort him. ended telling him.. i was just like him in the past. i always wanted to be perfect in the guy i loved's eyes. orhkay. here's the story.
i really loved that guy
everytime i saw him
my heart would beat so fast
my face would be red..
somehow..
i feel that
i really loved him
more than anyone
i wanted to be perfect too
i pretended to be the person i was not in front of him
i tried to be the one for him
who knew
he only liked me for like
2 days
once he told me that he liked me
i exploded
i was sooo happy
hais
i guess
i overdone it
who he really liked
was the person i really am
and not the person i tried to be
i didnt noe that
i continued pretending
he even told me he loved me
but my fren asked him
if he really loved or liked me
and his ans was no..
when i heard
i was really upset
i cried for days
thinking
he lied to me
he cheated my feelings
but later..
when i started to really think
i realised
he was right
i was too much of a pretender
i..
was fake..
the real me inside
was somehow
pushed away
and taken over by the fake me..
the fake pushed to front
and the real me was left inside
never to be seen by anyone
lol. thats wad i said. ened up crying. sad memories huh. =)
orhkay. decided to revive my blog yesterday. here goes. feeling like a bucket recently.. been drinking lots of liquids. dranks a litre of milk in 2 days. may not sound alot, but i used to drink only 1 or 2 cups a day, or 2 days. had bball training today. was pretty hyper. stayed till 6.45 den we left. poor shi wei had to wait for us to keep the balls. training ended at 5.30. but he had to wait for us. xD sorry! uh. lazy to type. next time den i will continue/ x))