im rather calm now. but i was super duper pissed off just now. so pissed until i wanna beat the crap out of someone. it all started yesterday. mdm toh lah, all her fault. she had to see mr kwan for something den she didnt come back. gladys, hui jin, angelia n me waited for an hour and she didnt come back. she could have at least dismissed us right. anyway, we left after an hour. if we didnt leave, we could have waited until the sky dropped and still be there. when to compass n walked around. went home. trouble started. i told my dad that i waited an hour for mdm toh, expecting him to understand. but oh no, he actually said i was irresponsible for leaving. hello? i didnt want to wait for someone who isnt coming back despite having waited for an hour. and also, mdm toh is responsible ? she made us wait for more than an hour and thats called responsible? so, there is a whole new meaning to the word huh. oh. i just remembered. she took her handbag wif her. she wanted to run away?! i walked to my room and shut the door, wanting to calm down, eat and read. but he wouldnt let me. he opened the door n told me to go out n eat. jeez. after i ate that bar i smuggled another one and went to my room to eat. *fast forward to saturday 3.15pm*

had maths tuition den suddenly the teacher, pj went out of the room n didnt come back. i waited for like half an hour. why are teachers doing disappearing acts now? suddenly my dad came up and told me to get out. i was sooooo friggin embarassed loh. imagine a fierce looking angry man wif his shirt half buttoned looking for ue. gosh. i was so so so embarassed i almost cried. in embarassment. in the car he was saying," why didnt ue come down ? blah blah blah." yesterday i left he scold me. today i didnt leave he also scold me. i do nothing he also scold me. wad he want me to do? die? he said he waited for an hour plus. GOOD. i wan him to feel wad i felt yesterday, waiting for mdm toh. he said i dun care abt people. hmph. he could have just left and let me go home myself. i didnt ask him to fetch me. him not being able to sleep is not MY problem. how come he blames me for everything. mdm toh leaving us to wait for an hour is my fault? so, fault has taken a whole new meaning too huh.