Saturday, August 27, 2011
I really
Hate it when people tell me you're not the one. We've gone through too many things for you not to be the one..
Labels: emo, life, love
Friday, August 26, 2011
and I really
just wanted to say, I've been saving this so I could share it with you. I received it from my girlfriend Angelia after the break and I'm here, waiting for it to end so that I could eat it with you. Maybe I'm just a stupid girl who wants to share everything nice with the person she loves.
Labels: love, rilakkuma
so
I decided to deactivate my facebook account and my twitter account. I could really use a break. I'm tired. Not going to resist anything you say or do anymore.
Labels: emo, life, love
and we
met today, unexpectedly. Things were so awkward, we pretended either didn't exist. No hellos, no goodbyes. I wanted so bad for you to come and talk to me, tell me the break is over, tell me everything is okay and the distance between us will no longer be there. You didn't. I didn't expect you to, anyway. I just really hoped you would, but once again expectation led to disappointment. If I could do anything, I honestly would. But you were the one to put the distance between us. I can't do anything but wait for you to come back.
Labels: emo, life, love
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Would things be different if I were prettier? I really, honestly think it would.
Labels: life
we are
on a break. I still don't fully understand what a break in a relationship means. Does it mean you break up temporarily? Does it mean you are still together but ignoring each other? I don't know how people can get back after a break and act as if nothing has happened. Okay maybe it's just me. I feel like I've been continuously rejected, and in the end I'm just tired. Tired from trying and tired of being rejected. If we get back like normal, would it mean that I am now at your beck & call? A disposable.. item? When you're happy, you stick with me. When you're mad, you call for a time out and just ignore me. What about my feelings? Am I not allowed to voice out what I feel? And even if I do, will they be heard or will they be ignored? When you feel like you're done being mad, you just appear. I hate it when I ask you when it would end, and you give me a simple 'I don't know', then decide by yourself when you want the break to end. Do you actually expect me to be as affectionate? I think not.
Labels: life, love