I don't know how to say, or even what I want to say...
It's been a hard time; I can't deceive anyone any longer.
I don't know how my life will be after this year;
so I'm just living one day at a time.


Would it have been better if I was the one who was gone?

I'm glad I have some awesome friends, but sometimes it's just hard to even say anything.

... Switched off my phone for the first time in weeks. I want someone to be there for me when I'm down, but I don't want anyone to ask me why I am...
Because I don't know why.

Labels: emo, iPhone, life

I had a total of 4 celebrations for my birthday, and another upcoming one on Sunday with Charmaine.

I was surprised that my new class remembered the October birthdays, and we had an awesomesauce celebration. The second celebration was with my cell group, and thanks to my sister's suggestion, they actually got me a lomo cam! -happyhappy- It was really unexpected! I love all you good people of God! -tears of happiness- Celebrated at Fish and Co., and the staff celebrated for me well. They made me stand up on a chair (which I protested against but sadly was not heard) and made me blow the candles a metre away. Couldn't blow it out because I kept laughing and ended up having Xinyi to blow it for me.


Random picture.


Lomo cam and a camera necklace my sister got for me. :]

Third celebration was with my family. Although it wasn't anything much, it was still nice that we had some family time together. Watching my mum and sister play Tap Tap was priceless.


Some tea.


Oh yummy duck!

The fourth one was on my birthday itself, and with Angelia, Shaun, Elvyn, Samuel, Manny, Jason, Nigel, Shaun's friend (omgee I can't remember your name sorry!). Went to the Singapore Flyer because of Haiping's suggestion and had a 2 hour bus ride there (my suggestion) and got blamed. HAHA. Spent the time watching videos on Siwon, talking and sleeping. Got slightly lost at Pan Pacific Hotel to the Flyer but thank goodness for Manny. Met up with the rest and went to Popeyes for dinner and cake. Thanks Samuel for buying the cake! <3 Had an awesomesauce dinner and the cake cutting was... -______- Will upload some pictures!


Oh I love these B&W pictures.


Complimentary picture of Manny.


Cutting the cakeee!


Shaun likes lomo cam-chan!



All pictures and video were taken by Siwon!

Labels: birthday, iPhone, life, sister, YAYYY

I'M GLAD TO SAY THAT I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY ORDER AN IPHONE WHILE THE REST OF THE WORLD IS CRYING BECAUSE IT'S OUT OF STOCK. (16GB WHITE 3GS)
It'll come on Saturday!

Labels: iPhone, YAYYY