on a break. I still don't fully understand what a break in a relationship means. Does it mean you break up temporarily? Does it mean you are still together but ignoring each other? I don't know how people can get back after a break and act as if nothing has happened. Okay maybe it's just me. I feel like I've been continuously rejected, and in the end I'm just tired. Tired from trying and tired of being rejected. If we get back like normal, would it mean that I am now at your beck & call? A disposable.. item? When you're happy, you stick with me. When you're mad, you call for a time out and just ignore me. What about my feelings? Am I not allowed to voice out what I feel? And even if I do, will they be heard or will they be ignored? When you feel like you're done being mad, you just appear. I hate it when I ask you when it would end, and you give me a simple 'I don't know', then decide by yourself when you want the break to end. Do you actually expect me to be as affectionate? I think not.
Labels: life, love
