As the title says.
I still find myself coming back whenever I feel down and out and unhappy with life. Many things have changed - I have gotten married, got my own house, got a dog, got 2 kids, and yet I still feel… lost. Deep down have I truly never changed?
I used to think having my own family would make my life feel complete, and in many ways I do feel fulfilled. But I also feel empty after giving so much of myself. I feel so so so much guilt towards my second child because I barely spent time with him in his first year. But it just felt so hard to bring myself to. I just felt so done, so drained. Even more so now.
I’m so exhausted……… when does this end?
