about 6 months since we separated. I still don't feel any different than how I'd felt then. The hurt, the thoughts, the feelings all remain the same. In my mind I still call him 'baby' or 'babyboy', and up till now I have still yet to call him by his name. It has an odd ring to it, and I don't like it.
I planned a surprise for him on his birthday, I just hope he won't be stubborn and let me do it my way.
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On a side note, I tried reading my palm after looking at information on the internet. Apparently I will have only 1 or 2 relationship attachments in my life.
Also, it seems like I am not someone who is understanding and empathetic. That comes as a surprise.
