gwa gwa gwa.. feel like talking crap again.. so here goes nothing.

animes. juz watched an anime.. rumbling hearts. shall relate the story. there is this ultra shy girl called Haruka . her fren, lets call her M, also the swimming champ, knew tat harada liked a guy in M's class.. Haruka liked him ever since she was a freshman in her sch. M was super helpful i guess.. although M herself liked the Takayuki, she tried to bring Haruka n Takayuki together. Haruka still remembers.. tat day at the bookstore, she was trying hard to reaching for a book. Takayuki saw, n helped her get the book. Haruka knew him den, n she was shocked. she grabbed her briefcase n ran away, leaving Takayuki staring after her. since den, she would be shy to Takayuki.. M arranged for them to meet secretly, telling Haruka n Takayuki to meet her at Takayuki's fave spot, in the woods, on a hill. M doesnt turn up, n so... Takayuki n Haruka meet. Haruka FINALLY confesses her feeling for Takayuki, n asking him to go out wif her. i guess Takayuki was pretty much shocked. but.. he says sure.

the next day, harada waits for Takayuki under the tree in their sch n they go home together. Haruka wanted to hold his hand, but was shy. Takayuki also wanted to hold her hand, but was also shy. -.- so he stuck his hand in his pocket. poor Haruka lost every chance to hold his hand tat day. but.. when she says to Takayuki tat she reached, n starts to turn away, Takayuki grabbed her hand!! wo0ts. but.. Haruka was shocked n so freaking shy tat she pushed his hand away n ran all the way home.

the next day. M n their fren, shinji, passed tickets to titanic to Takayuki. after sch, Takayuki met Haruka under the tree again to walk her home. he asked her if she liked movies, she says yes. encouraged, he ask wad she doesnt like. she says horror. but she watches it. her sister always tricks her into watching by saying tat its a comedy. she would be watching a movie wif her sister the next day, n the tickets Takayuki had were for tml! Haruka says she is thinking of declining, so stuuuupid Takayuki said go ahead n watch it wif her sister. Haruka knew that Takayuki had tickets, n was waiting for him to ask. too bad, since he didnt. she was sooooo sad tat she ran home again, this time, wif tears. M n shinji were following them n were frustrated when he didnt ask harada. Takayuki just shouts they dont understand n pushes them away, running home.

at home. he lies on his bed, thinking abt Haruka n M. guess he didnt noe who to choose. Haruka called.. n asked if he liked her. he hesistates.. n says.. im sorry.. i dont know. harada was brokenhearted, n cries before hanging up.

the next day, after sch. Takayuki wanted to talk to Haruka. but she went home already. he went to the bookstore n saw her wif her 2 frens. they play ard, n she was smiling, a pretty picture. she saw Takayuki, blushes n turn away.

the next day, Takayuki sees harada in the sch library, but they were sitting in different tables. Haruka's 2 frens come n play again, so she is smiling. he goes to his fave spot to think, n M went there too. she talks to him, n i guess Takayuki knew sth, very clearly.

the next day, he ran to the train station, but he misses his train. he saw harada nearby, n wanted to go downstairs. but he thinks things over, n ran to her, grabbed her hand n pulls her all the way to his fave spot. he looks at her, n Haruka was kinda scared of him. he started to say sth.. but Haruka covered her ears n sobbed.. " i dont want to hear it.. i dont want to feel anymore pain.." but Takayuki says.. " i love you." Haruka was surprised, n her hands uncovered her ears. Takayuki continues, " can you go out with me? i know this is silly to say.. but i want to turn back the time.." she looks at him, happy, n says, " ok.. but i dont want to turn back the time.. its precious." he then looks at her n hugs her. then later they looked at each other, n Haruka closed her eyes. Takayuki kisses her.. End of story.

jeez. after i watched the show i was like feeling, rather.. bitter-sweet. happy for them, n sad for myself. haha. im sick n tired of waiting, n im feeling empty deep inside my heart. anime couples.. lolx. in anime if u confess n ask if he or she can go out wif u, he or she will say yes n blah blah blah. in real life... u confess n ask if he or she can go out wif u, he or she will stare at u n say, " huh?" or "siao arh!". haha. i cant wait to watch the next apisode of, Rumbling Hearts. [wad a stupid name.]