I M SO FREAKING ANGRY!!! as dis guy said," my fury is tat of a raging storm." how true. y im angry? haha.. the reason is pretty much LAME. watching rumbling hearts again, but i missed the opening part. didnt know wad happened after haruka got into an accident. suddenly, KABOOM. 3 years passed. takayuki n mitzuki was together. i tink haruka was still in the hospital, coz her sister, akane, said tat she was going to the hospital, before visiting hours were over [angrily] GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! how could takayuki leave haruka in the hospital n go out wif mitzuki!!!!!!!!!!!!???! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! anger management. wad a creep. GIRLS, NEVER EVER GO OUT WITH JERKS LIKE THAT. once u get into trouble, they break the world record for running 20 miles!! grr! JERKS. takayuki said he loved haruka n now he says he loves mitzuki. WTH!! FLIRT. used to think that takayuki was a nice chap n now.. GRRR. JERK. im resisting the temptation to rip up face or sth. i wish haruka will wake up n give this.. this JERK one good big tight SLAP. GAH. i shall not bother myself wif this freaking JERK. jeez. i shouldnt have bothered in the first place. -.-

gwa gwa gwa.. feel like talking crap again.. so here goes nothing.

animes. juz watched an anime.. rumbling hearts. shall relate the story. there is this ultra shy girl called Haruka . her fren, lets call her M, also the swimming champ, knew tat harada liked a guy in M's class.. Haruka liked him ever since she was a freshman in her sch. M was super helpful i guess.. although M herself liked the Takayuki, she tried to bring Haruka n Takayuki together. Haruka still remembers.. tat day at the bookstore, she was trying hard to reaching for a book. Takayuki saw, n helped her get the book. Haruka knew him den, n she was shocked. she grabbed her briefcase n ran away, leaving Takayuki staring after her. since den, she would be shy to Takayuki.. M arranged for them to meet secretly, telling Haruka n Takayuki to meet her at Takayuki's fave spot, in the woods, on a hill. M doesnt turn up, n so... Takayuki n Haruka meet. Haruka FINALLY confesses her feeling for Takayuki, n asking him to go out wif her. i guess Takayuki was pretty much shocked. but.. he says sure.

the next day, harada waits for Takayuki under the tree in their sch n they go home together. Haruka wanted to hold his hand, but was shy. Takayuki also wanted to hold her hand, but was also shy. -.- so he stuck his hand in his pocket. poor Haruka lost every chance to hold his hand tat day. but.. when she says to Takayuki tat she reached, n starts to turn away, Takayuki grabbed her hand!! wo0ts. but.. Haruka was shocked n so freaking shy tat she pushed his hand away n ran all the way home.

the next day. M n their fren, shinji, passed tickets to titanic to Takayuki. after sch, Takayuki met Haruka under the tree again to walk her home. he asked her if she liked movies, she says yes. encouraged, he ask wad she doesnt like. she says horror. but she watches it. her sister always tricks her into watching by saying tat its a comedy. she would be watching a movie wif her sister the next day, n the tickets Takayuki had were for tml! Haruka says she is thinking of declining, so stuuuupid Takayuki said go ahead n watch it wif her sister. Haruka knew that Takayuki had tickets, n was waiting for him to ask. too bad, since he didnt. she was sooooo sad tat she ran home again, this time, wif tears. M n shinji were following them n were frustrated when he didnt ask harada. Takayuki just shouts they dont understand n pushes them away, running home.

at home. he lies on his bed, thinking abt Haruka n M. guess he didnt noe who to choose. Haruka called.. n asked if he liked her. he hesistates.. n says.. im sorry.. i dont know. harada was brokenhearted, n cries before hanging up.

the next day, after sch. Takayuki wanted to talk to Haruka. but she went home already. he went to the bookstore n saw her wif her 2 frens. they play ard, n she was smiling, a pretty picture. she saw Takayuki, blushes n turn away.

the next day, Takayuki sees harada in the sch library, but they were sitting in different tables. Haruka's 2 frens come n play again, so she is smiling. he goes to his fave spot to think, n M went there too. she talks to him, n i guess Takayuki knew sth, very clearly.

the next day, he ran to the train station, but he misses his train. he saw harada nearby, n wanted to go downstairs. but he thinks things over, n ran to her, grabbed her hand n pulls her all the way to his fave spot. he looks at her, n Haruka was kinda scared of him. he started to say sth.. but Haruka covered her ears n sobbed.. " i dont want to hear it.. i dont want to feel anymore pain.." but Takayuki says.. " i love you." Haruka was surprised, n her hands uncovered her ears. Takayuki continues, " can you go out with me? i know this is silly to say.. but i want to turn back the time.." she looks at him, happy, n says, " ok.. but i dont want to turn back the time.. its precious." he then looks at her n hugs her. then later they looked at each other, n Haruka closed her eyes. Takayuki kisses her.. End of story.

jeez. after i watched the show i was like feeling, rather.. bitter-sweet. happy for them, n sad for myself. haha. im sick n tired of waiting, n im feeling empty deep inside my heart. anime couples.. lolx. in anime if u confess n ask if he or she can go out wif u, he or she will say yes n blah blah blah. in real life... u confess n ask if he or she can go out wif u, he or she will stare at u n say, " huh?" or "siao arh!". haha. i cant wait to watch the next apisode of, Rumbling Hearts. [wad a stupid name.]

arh!!!! im soooooooo in love... wif a cartoon character?!?!? oh man... but nvm.. he looks good. =) cloud strife.. from final fantasy VII : advent children. GREAT show wif : good storyline, good graphics n most importantly.. GREAT LOOKING GUYS! lolx.. im talking crap so dun mind me. cloud is one good example. kadaj is not bad too. girls r pretty.. tifa lockhart is great. the motorbikes r great. cool looking wif 3 exhaust pipes. THREE~ w0ots. imagine how fast it can go. n cloud's bike is great. it contains different cool swords.. soo.. i must say tat the producers n cartoonists n animators took alot of effort to make this.. kudos! hehe.. to let u all see how GREAT the show is.. i will put in some pics. i shall put in almost every single char in the story. =)


cloud strife!!!!!!!!!















cloud using panasonic hp





cloud's great big sword











tifa lockhart!!



tifa wif cloud



kadaj







reno




reno's great nice ponytail



reno wif rude



rude



barett wallace



yuffie kasaragi



denzel



marlene



kazoo n loz



???????



vincent valentine

do u all realise that there's actually alot of unhealthy food ard?

e.g.

chicken --> bird flu

cow --> mad cow disease

pork --> some disease too

vegetables --> pesticides

fish --> toxic waters

crab --> feed on drowned bodies [scavengers]

soo.. actually some of these are due to humans. our food now is limited.. but i tink its ok if u eat fish in limited amounts. hehe.

do u all wan to know wad it is? it is juz ultimately... CHICKEN POX~~ im too old right.. but too bad, young tat time no one pass it on to ME. n so 13 years of toxic poured out, as chicken pox. i have got the orion on my leg [constellation] n the great pyramid on my shoulder. it looks like dis . . .
. .
.

yea. i got itchy hands so.. i plucked the scabs off n hopefully i wont do tat again. the scars.. on my face~ jeez. every night my mother wont take the shower head n spray on me, so im CLEAN. den dry wif a towel n my mother will apply calamime lotion on me. not easy job, coz a tiny cotton bud dipped in calamime lotion, have to apply on hundreds on chicken pox.. oh wow n it takes abt an hour. imagine i have to stand there n my poor mother has got to apply on me. i got it every where, n did u know tat its common for it to grow in ur mouth?? i got 1 only, thank goodness. 1 of my hamsters juz ran out, n climb onto another cage. i used toilet roll to catch it. gd thing the hamster immediately climbed into the toilet roll n den i put it into its cage.

i remember another hamster ran out too, TWICE. i only got it the second time, when it ran into my room n crawled around. it was so noisy n i was alone, going to slp. i ran to my mother's room n told her tat my room got sounds. she n me den went to the room n saw the hamster running around. i ran to get a fish net to catch it. got it back, n put it to its cage. the first time was when my sis told me tat it ran into the room too, den she caught it back. seems tat both the hamsters know hoe to escape from the cage, so better secure tight.. =/