♪ Adidas Sneakers by Jeremy Scott
♪ Be multi-lingual; master Chinese, Japanese, Korean, German and French
♪ Canon EOS 50D with 60mm Macro USM lens, 10-22mm USM wide-angle lens and EF-S 18-200mm lens
♪ Black Doc Martens' Boots
♪ Dye my hair blue-black... or bleach blonde?
♪ Faceup for Aristide by RapunzelKEN
♪ Fred Perry Bags
♪ Hoodies
♪ Illustration books
♪ Louis Vuitton X Stephen Sprouse Graffiti Sneakers in Pink
♪ Maison Martin Margiela Visor Sunglasses from the F/W 09-010 Collection
♪ Ripped Jeans
I don't know how to say, or even what I want to say... It's been a hard time; I can't deceive anyone any longer. I don't know how my life will be after this year; so I'm just living one day at a time.
Would it have been better if I was the one who was gone?
I'm glad I have some awesome friends, but sometimes it's just hard to even say anything.
... Switched off my phone for the first time in weeks. I want someone to be there for me when I'm down, but I don't want anyone to ask me why I am... Because I don't know why.
saw this on Bryan's blog. LOL it's a little WTF HAHAHA
Had a very random conversation with Shaun as well. -S H A U N- We call it JH13PRO. You call it @ural sex. says (오전 12:22): omg is that u?!!!! lolx! fail fail fail fail fail Helena // I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말 *Д* b says (오전 12:24): LOL WHAT -S H A U N- We call it JH13PRO. You call it @ural sex. says (오전 12:24): thats u!!!! omgz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolx lolx lolx Helena // I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말 *Д* b says (오전 12:24): WHAT WHERE -S H A U N- We call it JH13PRO. You call it @ural sex. says (오전 12:24): ur dp thats u right lolx!!!!!!!!!! laughing really hard now Helena // I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말 *Д* b says (오전 12:28): WHAAAAAAT NOT MEEEEEEEE LOL
For those who are curious, this is my DP at the moment.
I had some people who insists this is me. -_____- I DON'T HAVE BLONDE HAIR.
it's nice to be alone sometimes. but it gets me thinking.
... Is it really that nice to be alone?
I'm not lonely. Nope, I'm not.
.. Who am I kidding?
Just wanted to tell you that you were the only one who talked to me on MSN throughout secondary school. I'm not as popular as you think; not as strong as you think; and not as happy as you think. I thought you'd know it after so many years, but I was wrong.